Holy Crap people! Stop trying to set me up on blind dates, I am not ready!!! And to the one guy, DUDE BEING PUSHY DOESN'T IMPRESS ME!!!
I have been straight forward with everyone, right now I am too fucked up over the whole Jesse thing to even consider dating anyone. It would not be fair to anyone I dated and it would probebly do even more damage to me. Give me time to mend and then set me up on blind dates. When a beloved family pet dies you don't run out and buy a new one you grieve and morn first... same with lost love.
Dude who shall remain nameless on here. You don't know me. Offering to cuddle, spoon, and have a sleepover at my house is not appropriate. We have talked for one week and you ask what color my underthings are. You want to jump in my pants. This does not impress me, I AM THE DOMINATE IN A RELATIONSHIP back the fuck off! Yes I am a VERY sexually charged person but NOT for you! I have yet to meet a man who can keep up with me.
On the plus side, as I was showering today I started praying for all the things that I am thankful for lately. Yes Im going through a hard time without the man I THOUGHT loved me and was going to be my forever but I can still be thankful for all the wonderful gifts that God has given me. I have my awesome duplex, huge yard, Desi, a great job, Amazing women I work with, Brenda, Melisa, I fought the apartment charge and won, I have moms car right now, I have the part to (hopefully) fix my Saab (once I figure out where it goes), I am desired by men (even if I don't want him), Riker, financially getting on my feet, Desi didnt win the bet to have me commited by the time she turned 18 (lol) and I know how to love someone even if I can't agree with his choice and it left me broken.
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