Really doesn't feel like Christmas! Is it that Desi isn't home? Unseasonably warm? New place? I don't know. But I do know that I am so thankful for the birth of Jesus. It reminds me of a story... I was watching some discovery channel program and they took a sample of Jesus's blood and did a DNA test on it. It came back as a female Mother and an unknown for the Father... How totally amazing is that!?! Also the fact that they have found evidence of the arc encased in ice and snow. Our God is a mighty God! He has our lives all planned out for us and even knows the number of hairs on our head. I'm trying to focus on my path and enjoy the journey. My heart wants answers and results but I need to just place my faith in God that he has the perfect timing for everything.
Been doing some meditation with Deepak Chopra. It seems to help when I feel overwhelmed. It is hard to be a person who can sense other peoples emotions and at times not know if they are my own or if I can just ackowledge it and say "Here is your emotion back and if you don't like your situation then you have the power to change it, shit or get off the pot!" The gift can sometimes be a curse but I still wouldn't give it up.
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