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The part has been ordered for the Saab. It needs a new fuel pump *sigh*. The part should be in this after noon and I think Earl is going to work on the car this weekend. I sure miss my car and am so very thankful for everything he is doing for me. On Saturday we sat down and I poured the whole Jesse situation at his feet and told him I am so f-ed up over it and have so much baggage that I can't move on right now. He was totally understanding. Told me that Jesse is a moron and has no idea what he is missing. That if he was lucky enough to have someone like me he would hold on with dear life and not let me slip away. He has been boosting my ego back up with constant compliments and one liners to make me laugh. I know that if Jesse showed up on my doorstep right now I would still take him back, I know I deserve to be treated better than what he is treating me right now, but I know that once he steps back into himself and believes in himself that he is an amazing man who can do anything he puts his mind to, but Aimee has killed the individuality and manhood out of him.